"I've been too busy to think about anything but what comes next. Between taking out my clan and all of this, there's been no real time to process anything." She shrugs a shoulder.

"When it's over, we'll see who's left standing to deal with everything then at home." And even with her boost, she's not banking on surviving if she goes back again.

"I'll probably have to deal with it here since I'm not going to be focused on the next step."