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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
[At least he didn't freak her out too much. Suguru takes a slow shaky breath, his unwrapped hand clenching and unclenching. ] She was making rice balls, I figured it'd keep her busy till he got back and then she was asking questions about Satoru and the school.

I was explaining why Satoru and I were friends and- [ Nails dig into his palm.] I broke the cup when she started asking about my feelings about Shoko and telling me I was in love with Satoru. I told her it was none of her business and she just kept talking.

And I couldn't be in there. I can't...
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
I'm trying. I just... [Fingers curl in his pants, Suguru closing his eyes, trying to focus on his breathing.]

She doesn't even know me... And she was going on about it like...
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
.....Is everyone just going to know?
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want anyone to know, Nanami. It's not any of their business what I feel and it's not going to do anything to help anyone for people to be talking about ...that. [Least of all him. It's easier to pretend it's not there.]
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
It's not going to be anything. I made peace with that but having it spoken about so bluntly... If he'd walked in while she was saying all of that... [Siguru shakes his head.]

This whole thing was a mistake. I don't know what I was thinking except I was so relieved he was alive. I'll find another place to live. Then it won't be an issue.
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know if I want to talk about that right now, if I'm being honest. I just... I can't do this.

Act like everything is normal, have people talking to me...
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
I just needed to talk to someone who.....knows. Not a stranger. I trust you, and you're not Satoru. [His gaze drops to his hand before he exhales a breath, moves to his feet.]

I should go....apologize to her. I just couldn't do this...not in front of her....or anyone else.
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
I'm trying.

Sorry for pulling you away, I just didn't know what else to do.
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
Are you sure you want to? You deserve your own space away from this mess.
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[personal profile] a_darker_path 2023-12-30 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
...Of course it will.

Add extra locks, at least. They might help.